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madhousewife 69, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries

Feb 2007
9:20 AM EDT

What a coward I am!! I have a dental appt today. It's just for a cleaning, but I still find myself getting anxious. I doubt the fear will ever totally be gone, but hopefully I can get use to this guy and his staff. It would be nice to go and not feel like throwing up. There have been a lot of changes over the years for the good. Tomorrow is Valentines Day, am I the only one who feels things have gotten out of hand. As a child I remember Dad buying Mom a big box of candy with a rose on it , and me a smaller box with a small doll on the top. I thought it was pretty wonderful. Now they tout buying fancy jewelry and expensive gifts. Seems a ploy to make woman feel less than loved if the man in her life doesn't go broke buying. It is not a big holiday!! I bought hubby a box of candy, I put little valentines up for co-workers, and sent some e-cards for fun. It isn't a serious deal. I don't understand going broke for it.I miss the simple times.

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Brunette Mess 39, Female, Texas, USA - 15 entries

Feb 2007
7:25 PM EST

Things are finally how they should be. I have amazing friends that I have the best time with, my family is always there for me, and then there's the boy. Now, he's not my boyfriend, we are just friends. I just really needed someone like him in my life, then out of nowhere, he appears. He's a great guy and really cares about me. I know I gave up guys SO we are just friends and that is perfectly ok with me. Now that I think everything is going good in my life, I am just waiting for it to all come crumbling down on me. I am just waiting for that moment when my life turns to s*** again, so I am cherishing every happy moment I have left. I will end with a quote that describes how I am feeling: Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends. In the feeling that you get when you make someone elses dream come true. Or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy. Because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be...

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heartbreak2007 37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 27 entries

Feb 2007
7:10 AM EDT

Hey what's up? OMG there is a good show on called Juvies some of the guys in it are so hot. Well it shows you what you don't want to do to end up back in Juvie. There was this boy Ryan and he didnt want to end up back in there but he ended up back in there for 120 days because of dirty urin. Got to run

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jo7 35, Female, Alabama, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2007
7:02 PM EDT

good memories last forever but if thats true why dont i remember you??!!??!!?? -jordan-

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Journal4Jackson 50, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Feb 2007
2:57 AM PST

2/11/07-add to journal: I thought Jackson fell asleep within 30 minutes for the night, but it actually took closer to 2 hours. 2/12/07- Woke up a little late (7:30 or so). Free played for 20 minutes, had breakfast and ate well. Took a bubble bath and played with shaving cream in tub. Got dressed, brushed teeth and then played Cootie and Goin' Fishing at the table for 15 minute intervals. Then came in living room, did wheelbarrow walkers back and forth across the room. Played with legos for 20 minutes, made several trains, cars, etc. Did tummy time on floor pillows and strung beads for 10 minutes, did several w/minimal help. Read stories for 15 minutes and then watched Calliou (30 min). Then had lunch, ate well. Went out for an errand. Free played with cars in living room for 20 minutes. Went down for nap, SLEPT for about a hour and twenty minutes. Then did puzzles at table for 15 minutes. Then snow painted (cornstarch and water) for 20 minutes, also put hands in paint for tactile play. Cleaned up, watched little einstein video for 20 minutes. Had dinner, ate everything. Cleaned up and played with playdough for 15 minutes. Then did valentines and wrote name and put stickers on approx. 15 cards. Then read stories and jumped on our bed for 20 minutes. Dad came home, played with him for 20 min. Then got ready for bed, brushed teeth. Stories and milk, went to bed and fell asleep within 45 minutes. Total TV time for day was 50 min. Total time outs for the day was 4. Brushed every 3 hours. Noticed that when he was drooling (mostly when concentrating on a game/puzzle) if I reminded him to swallow he would w/o problems.

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Dominoe14 33, Female, Arkansas, USA - 5 entries

Feb 2007
6:44 PM EDT

To live one day in the presence of a miricle would be just fine by me!!! But..."Miricles" are hard to come across! lol I Live each day as if there was well...No tomorrow! I didnt really understand what that meant until one day The saying hit me in the face like a Big,Bright Yellow Bus!!! lol I Live everyday...Hopeing for a miricle but never actually receiving one!!! It terrifies me that one day something is going to happen and I am going to do things that I regret...which I already have but back on subject...I wish it was a sour...no Evil free world lol It would just be better that way! lol well...untiil then! :)

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patricks1soul 36, Male, Ohio, USA - First entry!

Feb 2007
6:10 PM EDT

so, i always wanted onw of these things so here i am. i just have so much inside of me that i feel that i can tell no one. not even my best friends. so i think that this thing and i will get along very well. so some basic info, my name is antwuan, but my friends call me ton. i am a junior at ths. i happen to love going to school, not because of school but because i can get away with my friends at school. so about these friends, ive always been able to make friends, thats just whut kinda person i am. but lately i think or at least thought that i had a solid group of friends. i think i may have been wrong. its not that we dont get along, its that we barely see each other anymore. i remember when we first started to hang out we were around each other all the time but now we barely see each other and its no ones fault we just do so many different things its just so hard for us to hang out.i dont know there was a lil incedent that may have had an effect on our friendship but thats a completly different blog. so im sayin it now loud and proud, low and mike....im in need of a serious low, mike, and ton day....really fast....hurry...and for the rest of you, until next time remember we all are fragile.

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MsErin 45, Female, Canada - 10 entries

Feb 2007
2:08 AM PST

Fucking piece of crap site lost my entry!

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confused 36, Male, Ohio, USA - 5 entries

Feb 2007
5:34 PM EDT

oh my god! today has been crazy!!...k wake up..whatever, my ride didnt stop at speedway so i didnt get my cappuccino, ridiculous, um get to school see my boyfriend, but then he has a field trip thing, so i didnt get to see him until after school, and it was cool, then he said some girl was hot, said i was ugly...whatever whatever though i know he was just kidding, or whatever it was still like a slap in the face. then his ex psycho girlfriend kept walking past us giving the meanest looks. she hates me with a deep fiery passion and i hate it be cause its like grow up!i honestly felt like crying. because then i looked at her and was like you know shes really skinny..really pretty...beautiful..k no not beautiful shes kind of icky...but like not ugly either...now me..im not fat by any means...i mean im not skinny..im 5'3..i have no clue how much i weigh if i were to guess i'd say...125...which im working on losing some weight...but w/e...im an athlete i run track..its my life...it runs in the family..always has..i plan on running in college...okay well of course all true sprinters have muscles...defined beautiful legs.mine are defined..and too big for my liking...my friend tells me im being stupid...that im not fat im not w/e...but she's my best friend..she has to tell me that...well then i come home...the computer is being shitty...virus's and such..and i have a research paper due..and an outline and notecards..all due tomorrow...oh my gosh! and my moms like oh no cant get on..im like MOM i HAVE to..and w/e..(obviously i got on right)... well my dad who is a major DICK almost all the time...was being one again..alright the only thing i eat at home is peanut butter sandwiches because i love peanut butter...well we have two jars in the cabinet..and yesterday my dad took one got a spoon and just began eating out of it!! YUCK!!!...and he's been sick too! breathing really loud through his mouth..so annoying...well then tonight he took the OTHER jar and began eating out of it...like just with a spoon! its sick! okay...well i go into the CP room and was like mom next time i need my own jar of peanut butter..my dad FREAKED..i walked into the kitchen he followed through the spoon at the sink..missed it went on the other side of the island thing..then he opened the cabinet and through the jar in..of course if you throw a jar as hard as you can..it wont stay in..it bounced out as well as some other things...okay my dad..is...6'2...240lbs...he played football back in the day..ran track..wrestled...i mean he's a sporty kinda guy and so obviously he has muscles and is big..and when he gets mad..its usually scary...any more im like fuck it! i dont even care! i just stare him down! but today i ignored him..came in the other room and cried...ughh its driving me nuts!! i blame it on Valentines day! because! it sucks and is making me sad!! i hate vday!! but i dont want to! i want to be happy...ha..we'll see..

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jodigirl25 59, Female, Ohio, USA - 40 entries

Feb 2007
4:55 PM EDT

Katie and I went shopping yesterday! Thank God for IRS refunds! Her birthday is Wednesday, Valentine's Day, and I love to spoil her! I bought her some bling of her choice, which happened to be a HUGE CZ and gold ring, that I got a great sale price on. I still can't believe, though, that I spend this much on a kid! But, kids are given to us to spoil and shower with gifts. It's especially great, because she really doesn't seem to expect a whole lot, but when she gets it (a whole lot), she is so elated! The second job is taking off, school is still going great, the first job coworkers made me have a great weekend! Craig--well, he is taking his new status as a 21 year old to the hilt, and I left him stranded in the next town, telling him he should have planned on how he was going to get home--BEFORE he left! TOUGH LOVE!!! Hurts me, but I'm laughing. Make sense? Only to me! I had Nichole come over yesterday, real quick- so we could put on the new gold hoop earrings I bought for Annaelise for Valentine's Day. I have been wanting to get some for her, and finally the price was right! 6 months to go!

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